post power syndrome

no, i'm not having a post power syndrome.

but i've lost my time. for something that doesn't even worthed.

yeah, i'm wasting my time to be exact. that's pretty odd.

aaaah. i don't want to waste my time anymore:(

i'm so tired... it's like, endless possibility and endless uncertainty too :| how awful.

i knew it wasn't true. but people made it harder by saying that it was true.

so i kinda believe that it's true and knowing that my heart (oh oh-_-) said no it's not true... that's ultra odd!

okay maybe you guys don't know what am i talking about but i think certain people do. if you guys are one of the 'certain' people, yes, it's about this fancy thingy-_- yeah, i know it is so out of date but ughhh it's weighing on my mind like OHHHHHH

okay so I'VE TOLD YA PEOPLE it wasn't true but WHY you guys keep telling me that it's true.

do you guys have enough facts? i mean, more facts that could prove that you guys are right? that it's true?

well maybe you guys have but ha, guess those facts couldn't compare with my facts (that prove it's not true!)

HAHA it's like a true or false game eh-_-

so though you guys told me that

"no, darin, it's true, i saw it with my own eyes, the possibility! it's so true" blah blah

yeah, but do you guys didn't have enough information like i do-_-

stalker? no, i'm just curious:p

and you guys didn't know how hurt is it when.... never mind-_-

AHHHHHHH

i always wanted to be where i am today but OH OH i never thought i feel this waaay!

it's 101% a roller coaster ride.

if i go up, whohee, best feeling, evaaa *oliver style mode*

but bang bang! when i fell down, whoa, everything is like turning around and i fell down down to the ground and find my self in wonderland (slash it's world of pretend-_-)

whoops.

don't you even notice? don't you even care? don't you even know? didn't you tired?

don't you understand? don't you see it? don't you think? don't you even guess? don't you even realize?

no you don't cause you didn't.

am i right? oh oh. who knows btw.

but...

OKAAAAAAY HOLD IT RIGHT THERE AND TURN AROUUND

ha there are LOTS and MORE things to worry about, (well, worry isn't a right word but hey._.) right right? past is like a book that had been closed and so, live for today and plan for future.

now we're talking!