a major change, and i was wrong.

"i love the spotlight so much, so i won't let it go that easy"

-Rachel Berry, Glee S2 : Audition.

gue tau gue yang salah. dan emang selalu gue yang cari masalah. gue minta maaf.

i was stupid for having that fear. but i just love myself too much. so i went so selfish.

you see, i'm really sorry.

but i think sorry won't change anything. unless i change myself.

i don't care if it would hurt me. though i've already fell.

i'll try to forget about everything that has been done in the past.

though everything i did is worthless.

i'm not being my self. it hurts. but if i do, it would hurt me even more.

and i don't care how many times i've said this, but i'm sorry. for everything i did in the past, and everything i'll do, in the future.