i'll try. harder.

I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Believe me, it's easier just to pretend.
But, I won't apologize for who I am.

-Selena Gomez, i won't apologize

yeah ms. gomez, it's easier to pretend, well, it doesn't solve the problem but hey! at least.

i knew that there will be nothing, not even a thing that would change.

and yeah, around me, those pressures? oh yeah! those were like wind, and i was like a tree, the fragile one! it's hard to hold the ground, but that was just the first time, the first two and a half year hahaha yeah, a long time, but now i realized, i won't be like anyone else. that's not gonna be easy, i know, but, i think that would worth.

there will be more doubts and pressures, but i'll try my best.

and yeah, thanks, for everything, and nothing.