it's like i can be jealous for things that not-so-important. ughhh. yes, i know it is sooooo bothering.
i was like everytime i signed in my facebook and saw my friends activites, i'm like "ohh how can't i get close like theeem? why oh why" ugh. i know. too much drama.
not just facebook. i can be jealous for really really not-so-important. oh! i mean so-not-important things! cheesy. and i was some kind of "ooooooooooooooh i wanna be like them. they are sooo cool but whoops i can't because i'm not like them hu-hu i'm not them and they didn't know who am i really is, oh oh oh but i rrrreeeeaaalllyy wanna be like theeeem oooh:((" cheesy-weezie, cheesy baby. hey! even babies didn't do that!
UGH. i'm sick of jealous thingy. i don't want to be like that anymore. sooo b.o.t.h.e.r.i.n.g.
and then i saw this ways to overcome jealous from a web (http://thinksimplenow.com/happiness/9-ways-to-overcome-jealousy/). and it's helping!
the web said, some ways to overcome jealous is these:
- love your self
- stop comparing
- be realistic
- "is it what we want for our selves??"
well those are so true. yes! it's like,
- i LOVE my self.
- yes, i should STOP comparing
- i should.
and for number 4, i really really really SHOULD ask my self "is it what i want for my self?" yup. i should. because for this long, do i really want to be like others? now the answer is NO. NO. NO. in fact, i don't want to be like others (anymore). cause you know what, being like others is sooo like wearing other person's shoe. it's not fit in to my feet! and for this long, if i felt jealous it was like i wasn't not darin. it was like i'm darin. and i don't like it. i HATE it.
and if keep this oh-so-jealous thingy, i could be just a face in a crowd. do you get what i mean? oh of course you do. haha. soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo say good bye to all-stuffs-jealous and hello me-so-confident. hasta la vista jealous!
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