time machine

let's rewind to the past.

i was there, with the green uniform. silence sphere was around me. don't know anybody. i was there, at the test. the junior high school test. i was wearing my blue bag. and I was too shy to say hi. i was there.

i was the-mood-controlled-girl. i was the silent girl. i was. and then i was in 7c. the 7 champions class. i was there.
and i met them. people who'll be my bests. i met them. and i took the best opportunity. joining the club. kir.

and those things, percobaan sabun, jeruk, all. and time went really fast. I'm the 8 grader girl. and the election day. all the works. i was choosed to be the secretary of kir. it went really fast. like it was yesterday. i remember that sphere. i remember. i was there. i was there with them. people what i call friends.

I'm the one who talked in the lab front desk. a thing i'm too shy to do before. to talk in front of lots of people. I've tried to be more confident. i was there. the girl who really wants to be better. more mature. i was there.

and that school event. bulan bahasa. i remember that. i took that chance. i got it. and i'm really proud with that. my first real-plaque. i was there.

LDP. i was there. the one who wore the black kir jacket and white skirt. i was there. laughs. with them. people that i call friends. i was happy there. i remember. i was there.

science week. an extraordinary week. i remember. i decored the bazaar stand with my friends. i remember laughs. happiness. i do remember that. the yoghurt. our hand made yoghurt. with laughs. i was there.

and when the report card division day, i remember. it's a part of the science week. i was wearing my blue skirt and my black jacket. i remember when i got my free-tahu lumpia. i do remember! and i remember when my parents told me that they were proud of me. and i like that, i want to make them proud again. and again and again and again. i was there.
and days after that. days that i was there.

AND NOW. i'm here. writing all these. remembering all those memories. and i'm really grateful to have those moments. alhamdulillah. i'm really to have family and my friends around me.